I was angry I admit, this may have blinded my actions, so much so that I made stupidities that I don't know why I did. It didn't matter at that moment, I had taken the ring and threw it in the trash, and for some reason I took the school bag, why? I myself couldn't understand it being that I didn't even want to go there, I wanted to be as far away as possible.
Whatever, when I left the house and walked aimlessly, my mind calmed down and I cooled down, but with the event I couldn't think clearly as I always do and pessimistic thoughts took over me, all kinds of thoughts were passing by me, after a while mulling over what happened I had realized that... I was quite unfair to my friends and my sister, everyone warned me and I ignored everyone...
This moved me in a way that I thought I wasn't worthy of being friends with people like them "how can you? There are people out there who would love to have a true friendship without falsehood or anything, and when I have friends who are like this I do quite the opposite, I'm embarrassed for not paying enough attention to everyone, how could I look at them again? And worse, how could I go to school and look at normal Rebecca pretending not to know me and acting like I have nothing happened" I had thought all this, and the funny thing is that since I hadn't declared myself, nothing had happened, but I thought I had already declared myself and I kept mulling over a feeling that hadn't happened yet.
-If you look more he will bake.
In a few words someone brought me back to reality, I got out of my thoughts a little, and when I looked at a boy with a beard and a hat he was looking at me.
-What did you say?
-The ducks, you've been sitting there looking at them for 15 minutes man - his way of saying it seemed forced, as if he was really thinking about their lines, but I don't know, even so I kind of ignored it at that moment, I honestly don't i know why i did it, his way was weird i should have figured it out... at least then nothing had happened to me and i would have avoided problems... !? THE GUY WAS IN A BLOUSE ON A SUNNY DAY AND IN A DARK BEAT LOOKING EVERYWHERE!!! THAT HATE THAT..... Wait... What am I talking about? I'm skipping part of the story, sorry I got carried away...
Back where I left off, I noticed that I was in a park sitting on a wooden chair next to this guy with a reasonable distance, I was in front of a big fountain with some ducks swimming, I was accidentally staring at them.
-Ducks? Ah, yes, it's just that... It's just that I was lost in my thoughts...
-Ham... I noticed brother - Brother? BROTHER!? How I hate this guy...
I had noticed but ignored how he looked around all the time, I thought he was waiting for someone as he looked at the clock too.
-Wow, it's 08:49, time goes by fast, I think I'm going... - The truth is that I had nowhere to go, I didn't know what to do, I was never good at talking to people, but I always had people interested in me, as in my work, which had Veronica. Even though I hate her now too...
I think I stood still for a while and the guy noticed he didn't know where to go, so he continued the conversation.
-You have a problem, you want to go then go home.
-I don't want to go there now, there are people I don't want to see.
-Problems at home is based on the same.
-Yeah, I just wanted to... Just... (sigh)... Just go out and do other things to forget a little about the problems...
The guy, despite being suspicious, was a little nice, just a little bit, he talked a little more to myself in a hurry, he understood how I felt unwilling to go back home, although I think he understood it the wrong way, the way he he said it looked like he had done something horrible and never came home, God forbid, I didn't want to make a mistake to the point of getting to this.
We talked a little longer and over time I realized that one of the things I would love at the moment was "Try something different", maybe it's an excuse to throw another frustration on top of the statement until it's so buried with other frustrations that I forget her. Take this advice for life, don't wish for more than you can do, and don't wish in a genuine and innocent way something that can be used in an evil and manipulative way... look, I even looked like a philosopher now, what a surprise.. I've never been one to say words like that but this was beautiful, I think I'm becoming a master thinker... Going back to where I was, I apologize for saying things that have nothing to do with it...
-So bro, do you want to do other things? So stick with me there and help me carry some things... - At that moment we were talking for so long that it seemed like a request from a friend, I without thinking internally accepted his request...-Load what?
-Shopping, I need to buy some things and I was waiting for someone to help me load it, but the guy didn't come so if you can help me I'd appreciate it
Ha ha, someone suspicious calling me to do something that looks suspicious, saying suspiciously by a suspicious guy in a suspicious jacket in innocent heat, it seems like I would...
Well, I was... I'm not proud of that decision, in fact I'm not proud of any of my choices recently, but that's life.
I went to a store with him and...
-Morning - When I entered I was greeted by an old man alone at the counter in this small store, there he sold a little bit of everything even though it was small, from fruits and vegetables to cleaning products and things that you can't find in any store.
-Good morning - of course I said good morning but the guy next to me didn't answer, I hadn't noticed at the time but he was very tense, avoiding looking at the people who were inside the store, there were a couple of people who left without buying anything , leaving just me, him and you.
He asked me to get some very random things, like chips, chips and some soda, I all innocent went there and got everything to help him, I took everything to the cashier and that's when he pulled out a revolver and pointed it at the man's head who was at the counter, you know the feeling of rejection? You can bet that feeling is forgettable in the face of the fear of losing life, I honestly thought he was going to kill me there along with the old man, until his loud screams brought me back to the real world...
-..... BOY... WAKE UP FUCK, CAN'T YOU HEAR IT? GET THE BAG AND PUT THE CASH MONEY IN, FAST!!!
The gentleman looked at both me and him with a very scared face, however to me this seemed like a judgmental look, I admit I was not in the best conditions to receive a look from that for something that was not even my way, I internally started to notice all the points that the guy gave me a chance to suspect, and of all of them I ignored something like... All... Thanks to that I got into a huge mess...
I went around to the inside of the counter and put all the money in the bag, and when I was getting the money I did the thing I'm most proud of in my entire life, next to the money there was a little button, I suspected that this button would call the police, then I did the most heroic thing in my life, I dropped some bills on the floor and when I bent down to pick it up I pressed the button, obviously he didn't make any noise but called the police at least , when I took everything I heard the guy screaming for us to run away, I instead of staying I went, but I bet you would also go with him, because he had A GUN IN HAND, of course I ran beside him like if we were partners, but for my fear it was remarkable that we were not...
We ran to the square where we were initially, he took the money bag and handed me some 100 reais bills.
-This is for you, muleke, we steal it together, yeah
I tried to refuse but I couldn't say anything, so he put the money in my pocket as I didn't answer, our escape to the square wasn't the most discreet or the fastest, soon we heard a police siren coming, when a car approached the guy ran out and screamed.
-RUN BOY, LET THEM CATCH YOU NO!
I don't know why, but I ran in the opposite direction of the police, instead of running up to them and telling them he was the thief, I ran alongside the thief... "Why don't I just disappear? Vanishing tea would be nice to disappear... forever..." I thought.
I ran, I ran, and the guy with the gun started shooting at the police, I was definitely slower than the thief so he was way ahead, I'm not athletic and I fell behind, the Guy obviously abandoned me and I... I... I ran to a ladder but I slipped and fell on my chin on the floor, grated my arm and my own chin a little, that's when I realized I didn't need to run, and when I thought about talking to the police I had two police officers pointing a gun at me, one of them put his knee right in my hand and stepped on the other, so I wouldn't move, I stood there all immobilized being accused of a crime I didn't commit, in fact I committed, but without the intention of committing .
Anyway, I tried to talk to the police but nothing worked, and I don't want to talk about my drama and how much I kicked at the police saying I was innocent, I was impressed when the policeman said he listens to this every day, look how daring, thief says he's innocent for a crime he committed, how do they have the courage to lie? This is unfair to the honest ones who are arrested without guilt, but skipping the shame of my little show, I skipping the part that cried for fear of the police, I went to the police station in handcuffs and after several interrogations from them trying to get a confession from me and find out the name of the my "partner" that by the way I didn't know, I finally got peace, of course I say I'm innocent with money that's not mine in my pocket is kind of suspicious, that's when I thought about the call, I thought about calling my mother or father ... But it would be very bad, because I would be grounded until I was 90 years old, I thought about calling my sister, I hesitated, I tortured myself with a few more hours with the police accusing me and saying that I would go to prison even though I was already there, it was then the store gentleman came into the room and took a good look at my face... "FUCKED IT, I WILL BE TRAPPED FOREVER AND I WILL NEVER SEE MY FRIENDS AGAIN, WHEN DID MY LIFE BECOME THIS? WHEN DID I MISS? WHEN !?"
-It's him, himself, I'm quite sure - said the gentleman to the policeman next to him who entered with him...
-It's boy, it's gone, this is the end, we're done here... - Said the policeman walking towards me...
Is it too late to ask for a call?
[To be continued]
Translated by google translator
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